Thursday, December 10, 2009

Pls spend atleast 5 mins reading tis introduction..

Between 6-7 December, something happened to me. Out of nowhere, i had the hunger, thirst, interest to find out more abt my religion, Islam dat is. On the 7 of December, i had a dream. A short dream. In my dream, a mak cik asked me why do we need religion? And in my dream, i answered,' Pasal agama menyenangkan hati kite' which basicly means, wif religion, I have inner peace. On 7 of December, around 6 a.m, i was awoken by the dream i had wif the mak cik. And my heart was thumping for no particular reason. I decided to do the solat Sunat, n Subuh. Whilst doing the Solat Sunat, out of nowhere, my eyes were filled with tears. I dunnoe y i had tears cuz 1stly, my faith was shaking. For the very very 1st time in my life, my faith was shaking. I had alot of questions about Islam n the Quran. Questions dat nvr appeared in my mind for the most of my 21 years of living on tis earth until now, until 7 of December.


Straight after my solat, i went online n searched about Islam n the Quran intensively. N i really mean intensively. Everytime a ques popped in my head, i got nervous as hell. I was nervous cuz i was afraid my religion, Islam doesnt hav any ans on them. Im afraid dat wat i believe and practice tis past 21 years is not the truth. I was so afraid. Ive never been tis afraid before in my whole entire life.


Wat i wanted from my religion is proof. n not theory kind of proof. but real scientific, proven proof. Trust me, i had ques of all kinds. Nonsensical ques, scientific ques, history ques..u name it, i ques it. My search for the truth got so intensive dat i went n do research about other religions. I learn a thing about greek mythology, stuffs about judaism (religion of the jews) and finally, the holy bible. n i compared all of them to Islam n the Quran. Well, greek mythology is full of crap, but the jews n christians had similarities about Islam. (im not gonna touch on them even tho i noe the truth about them alrdy Alhamdullilah). And in 2-3 days, after spending almost 5-8 hours everyday researching the Quran n also comparing it wif the holy bible, i finally came to a conclusion.



Dat i was on the rite path all along. I use to just do the prayers w/o really feeling it or kusyuk, just follow watever Islam says w/o questioning them, n whenever sm1 said abt the Quran being a beutiful book, i just nodded w/o really understanding y i nodded. But after these fortunate experience, i never want to miss one solat. One by One my ques was answered thru researched. N slowly my faith came back. N tis time, it came back like nvr b4. My ques, even the nonsensical ones were answered. In just 2-3 days, i hav knowledge about the water cycle, about geology, about astronomy, about embryology and many more. and they all came from one book. The Quran. And to top it up, watever the quran says, it is backed up by actual scientific and historic facts.






Im still healing from the bruise of my faith shaking but alhamdullilah, everything is coming bk to their places now. I hav a bad memory. So bad dat i dun even remember my mom's bdae, haha, my besties bdae's n so on n so forth. But i dun think i'll forget the date 7 december 2009 and the time 6 a.m.



The reason for me the doing tis blog is not abt me telling u guys my story abt getting my faith back or watever. I dun do these for any other purpose. Watever uve read, is basicly an introduction to the main purpose to y im doing dis blog. And my main purpose is to fulfill my duty as a muslim to pass watever knowledge i have of the Quran, because our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w, may peace be upon him, his last werds b4 he meninggal was, to pass watever tat was revealed to him by Allah, to other ppl. Hes basicly trying to tell us to be 'messengers'of god and to spread abt islam and the Quran. N here i am, a muslim, trying to fulfill my duties. Pls pardon n forgive me as im not someone hu holds a p.h.d in islam or know the Quran like its at the back of my hands. But i feel dat it is something i have to do as a muslim, to spread n share my new knowledge to u ppl. Pls dun interpret me wrongly. and pls, share tis wif other muslim frens. For those hu noe hu i am, den good for u, but for those hu dont, well, u dun have to as its not important. The important part is tat my purpose is delivered. I doubt all the muslims in spore knows the Quran like how they know how to use the internet. So tis blog is for those hu questions Islam n the Quran, for those hu knows how i felt on the 7 of december, and for those he is interested in Islam and the Quran. I may not change how u think abt Islam n the Quran but i hope to spark that fire in ure mind dat Insyaallah, wld make u love islam n the quran more. Insyaallah. Im a weak muslim, a bad person, so Allah, pls forgive me for all the sins ive done n guide me thru dis and make me a better person and a better muslim. Amin.

There are certain parts to tis blog.

1st part - its about all those random ques i suddenly had in my mind. Some were even nonsensical.

2nd part - scientific proofs of the quran

3rd part - Historic proofs of the quran.

And if there are other info abt the quran n islam, i will post it here. I will post the 1st part 1st cuz the 2nd part about science in the quran is not finished cuz there are alot more scientific facts in the quran i havent learn. And If there are other info u have abt Islam, pls share wif me. U can contact me thru my email, muhammadazmi74@hotmail.com. Dat is my email acct n my facebook acct and msn account.

Dats all for my intro. Assalamualaikum. Buhbye.

3 comments:

  1. hey :)

    linked you. will read your blog from time to time okay. i like the way you tell people about Islam in your usual laidback way. take care.

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